Debby Grand-daughter, Sabrina Daughter, Regina Daughter, Liting Mei ♥
Yuting Cookie, Delphia Fucker, Kitty Dancing Partner, Treacious Sister ♥
My ♥ one's. Jiali, Bagay, Dexter, Cassandra, Kailee, Chengkok, Kaifeng. Vivien, Pearlyn, Xinyun.

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Yesterday after tution, went home rest awhile.
While waiting for Yuting to settle her family thingy.
Watched 'Fu qi you an kang'. Haha!
Very nice. You guys must go watched alright!
After awhile, My mood gone bad. Super. /;
Then i texted Zhe en, Asked where is he.
He said northpoint area doing thing.
Then i asked him pei me go drink leh,
He said okay. Omg, thanks a lot good friend. (;
I meet him @ yishun station. Cab down Raffles place.
Meet Yuting, her boyfriend and another friend.
Walked to ' The Next Stop'.
Hmmm, kinda bored. Cause so many friends going Zirca.
I'm not interested in club recently, So i didn't go.
But guess what? I did the right choice! ;D
Didn't go Zirca is the best,
Cause a lot of people called me to complain about the queue.
Haha! I laughed at them.
So Delphia they all, Joey they all, Dexter they all all come Boatquay.
I open table for Dexter, Flower, and the two girls.
Talked with them awhile.
I go back acc Zhe en they all.
Though last night i didn't work, Yet seems like I'm working.
Pathetic.
A few tables i know de, So they talked to me.
And i've to entertain them. So play 5ten and dice then.
Keep run here and there.


Then, Dexter's two friends seh uh.
So they asked me go there faster clear finish the bottle.
Then go off. Okay. Cleared.
Kinda sad, Cause they are going off.
I told flower take good care of dexter hor.
Anything give me a call.
Then after 15 min, he really call. Haha!
" Cyndi ah, you can come 7eleven awhile ? "
" Take care dexter awhile. "
Aftr that call, I asked yuting acc me go.
I run there, with heels somemore.
So Dexter, you should be grateful okay!
Then talked awhile. Dexter asked me go back first.
Yuting and I go back acc Zhe en they all.
Drink awhile, Zhe en and Gary go another side drink.
So left few of us. Yuting and I clear the bottle luh.
Then go off, Cause closing soon.
Go River there find dexter they all. :D


Finally, I could hold you back.
The feeling so right.
I hope this time the trust between us can stay.
Don't need to feel the love,
I'll show you how it goes.
All along, i thought it's impossible alr.
Yet, You're back. Thanks mydear. :)

Then Dexter and I go mac find Brandon.
And awhile more, He sent me home.
So sweeeeet. :D

12:51 AM 11th, Broke up. );
You meant everything to me, though i know maybe i'm nothing to you for now.
I hope one day there's a chance for me to mend it for you.
Alvin. I love you.


Thursday and last night was working.
Not bad afterall, at least i won't feel so down.
But I don't feel happy at all, without him by my side.
I act a smile, infront of everyone.
It's okay. I know even if i didn't act a smile,
You won't care either.
But thanks for letting me to be your good friend.
At least I've a chance to see you happy.
Tonight i'll be working too.





@THE NEXT STOP, Come find me. :)

10:26 PM Saturday went to Boatquay.
Celebrate chocolate's birthday.
Who going : Kelvin, Joshua, Kaiqin, Xinlin, Shanying, Jasmine, Vivien, Bagay AND ME! :D
@ The next stop.
Quite fun afterall, Kaiqin and I very bad uh.
Guess what? We bullied Kelvin.
Keep play 5ten with him, he kept drinking. Ha ha!
Open two bottle @ the next stop.
Afterwards, went to 12th element.
Bagay open one tower.
I don't feel like drinking beer, so i played pool. :)
Played with chocolate's ex, Kaiqin, Vivien, and Chocolate.
Till morning 5plus, Cab back Yishun.
@ 8 tou, eat breakfast with Bagay, Kaiqin, Chocolate and Vivien.
But vivien go off after awhile.
We eat, talk, slack till 8 plus then cab home.
Damn tired, Watched tv till 9plus. Went to sleep.
Wth, I 11plus woke up alr.
Due to the bloody renovation downstairs. /;
Then go make blogskin, online, then finally everyone woke up.
And went out alr. :)



Today woke up, Hangover too. /;
My back and head is damn pain. Ahrgh.
Very bored, doing nothing now. It's raining uh.
Pathetic.
Later maybe meeting honey they all.
Ha ha, tmrw go Boatquay again.
With Kitty, Yuting, Kelvin, Ahbee they all. :)

7:50 AM Alright! Let's start talking about yesterday. Ha ha! (;
Hmmmm. Last morning,
I met Honey @ his house downstairs.
We went to Safra for pool. ( Cabbbbbb theeeereeeeee )
And we reached uh, go in billard rooom.
Guess what? No pool table for us, -.-
Okay nvm, Honey put his name on waiting list.
We went outside to smoke, he called tank.
Then we decided to go Bugis with them instead.
Ha ha, So went back billard room cancel our names.
@ Safra outside waited for cab,
Stopped @ my house downstairs, I wanted to put my bag.
Aftrwards, we cab to Yishun station. Take train.
Till newton, Tank and Kelvin came in too. (;
Thru out the journey uh, so bored can!
So i hug honey, while i'm listening song.
I nearly fell asleep, ha ha.
Reached Bugis, Went to eat. Then arcade,
Then tank and kelvin go talked about their job thingy.
Honey and I walked around.
After everything, They need go down Geylang for something.
So I met Yuting, while waiting for her long journey.
I meet to street, go find kitty first better. (;
Talked for very very very longgggggg,
Finally Yuting reached! Then we go shopping.
We are sort of mad girls. Laugh loudly @ street there,
Then keep turning rounds and rounds.
Lastly, we talked about Kitty farewell thingy.
19th, we are going Ktv! :D
Because on 23rd, Kitty leaving Singapore alr. );
5 Years later then she coming back. i'm very sad about that.
But we promised not to forget each other.
5 Years later, we must go club together alright! :D
I'll remember you, my dancing partner.
Okay. Then shop till quite late alr,
Honey they all came back Bugis.
They waited for me, sorry!
And we trained back Yishun. (;
Soooooo, I went home. Same goes to Honey. Ha ha!


Today's gonna be a crazy day.
I woke up around 11.40 am.
First thing i did, is to online.
Xiaocher said. " Twistdar! "
" Yes ? "
" Later where are you going? "
" Not sure, why? "
She is going out with Vivien and Juatling.
Is like omgzzzz, So i meet them too.
I'm so happy to see the three of them.
They brought a lot of laughters to me today. Ha ha!
We met @ Amk.
Then went to Bugis for Shisha. @ there damn shiok.
We gone mad, keep take photos. I sang song, anyhow only.
Then we intend to walked back to Junction.
yet we walked wrong way. So we take cab then.
Vivien and I were tolerating our peeeeees. );
Ha ha! reached station, first thing we did,
Was to rushed to toilet !
Then trained to Yishun. To cold storage,
Then accompany Juatling to Inter.
So three of us went to Safra for pooooool.
My honey at there too! :D
We booked Vip room for poool.
Then go arcade play parapara.
Slack here and there luh.
Then honey, me, vivien cab to Gv there.
Honey go home, Vivien and I go slack. :D




Vivien Sis/ Angmopie.
Listen to us. Our advice won't bring you any harm.
Follow your heart alright.
Think thru what you really want in a relationship.
Then you'll be truly happy.
I don't want you to be sad, I want you to be happy.
Once you made a decision, don't turn back.
Move on well, and you won't be wrong. (;
You must be strong, this is what you promised me.
Anything can tell me, I'll be your listening ears 24/7.
Just now what i said and told you, bear in mind.
I want you to know, If i get thru such obstacles.
Why can't you, right? I know you can do it. love! (:

Xiaocher/ Juatling.
Thanks for you both uh, make me so crazy today. (:
I love it! Ha ha.
Meetup soon again.

6:57 AM Today is Lijing's Birthday. So i wish you happy birthday alright!
yesterday went to Vivo to celebrate Lijing's birthday.
With Regina, Yiyin and Lijing.
At first, Debby should be going too.
But last minute she can't go, cause her mum asked her to rest. );
Yesterday is super super hot. We went there,
Machiam like we go there to roast ourselves. /;
Okay, After awhile Lijing and I can't tolerate anymore.
I suggested to Timezone.
I played Parapara, they walked around.
In th end, just a few min ago.
I realised they video me using my phone. -.-
And we went to Daiso afterwards,
Okay, Yiyin was crazy once she saw those christmas decorations. Ha ha!
I told her to calm down abit, don't need so agitated. /;
The weird thing is, first time i shopping for a short time,
I complained tired. /; Ha ha.
We told some photos, and back to Yishun.
While in train, our faces appeared " boring " this word.
Reached. Regina and Yiyin went home after buying icecream.
Lijing accompanied me for awhile, and she went home too,
Alvin came to meet me @ Northpoint area.
As usual, we went to Funland for our Photohunt, and Sudoko6.
Slack around, Alvin sent me home.




Okay. Today. Actually was a good day.
But till an hour ago...
Something cropped up.
Danai, Kaifeng and Others.
I'm really sorry. I know you guys were disppointed on me.
But i really hope you all can understand one day.
" He " treated me better than him. Really.
Yet i recieved fuck you as a reply.
I'm sad, I'm heartpain. do you guys know that?
No matter what, I still treat you guys as my best friends.
Up to you all alright. Take great care. );

12:16 AM Hey everyone, I'm back to Blogger.
Because onsugar pissed me off. Haha. /;
Past few weeks, I've not been updating my post on onsugar.
Due to, Moodswing and Lazy.
No worry, i'll update everything in this post alright! (:


Hmmmm. On 21st Oct, Broke up with him. (J's)
I took up a lot of courage to choose this decision,
I doesn't wish to see things turned out this way,
But i've no choice. I used one week to think thru,
Whether which decision is better for me,
And I chose break up after that week's thoughts.



Thanks to Cassandra, Xinyun, Chengkok, Kaifung.
Alvin, and my 3N2 Cliques.
You guys treated me very good.
Whenever i need someone,
Either of you, will be there for me. (;


Recently, I've been hanging around with Alvin that group.
Damn fun, We went to vivo on 24th.
They are freaking nice, we walked to Canon.
Were about to take Roy's camera after repairing.
End up, the store is closed. /;
And we stopped at the smoking area there.
While smoking, they are crazy posing.
Just to wait for me to take out camera. Ha ha!
And many photos were taken. They are cute right?
Some pose i didn't thought of before, they can think of.
Ha ha!
And, Xinyun ah.
I miss you badly can.
Gotto be one week didn't see you alr.
Nvm, Thursday and Friday we are meeting! :D
Cassandra ah,
I'm so happy, later you're meeting me! Ha ha.
Let's continue our laughters yea.
Delphia, Chocolate, Shanying.
I miss you girls alright! Meetup soon uh.
7th Nov, will be chocolate's brithday. Must go uh! :D
Devil ah.
Brother, I miss you.
How have you been ? Must be tough for you right.
We are waiting for you to come out next year yea!
Must remember me uh, I'll try ask jiali pass my letter to you. (;
Leslie ah.
We are waiting for you too! :D:D
Timo ah.
Brother, Faster come out okay!
Remiscing the times you sayang me, ask me to be goodgirl. );
Miss you guys luuh!